
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Happy Teachers' Day (Part 1)

Monday, May 14, 2012
Ramblings
Talk about ramblings... Midget, if you read this, as promised...
Its way past midnight. 0305 to be exact. Can’t sleep. Tried to watch the latest Grey’s Anatomy…, blooming portable DVD player wouldn’t work. Attempted to read the fourth story in Haruki Murakami’s collection of short stories… gave up after the third page. I must be turning dense. Complete waste of time. A bit embarrassing to admit, but hey, it’s a medical thing… explainable in scientific terms.., my brain cells are… (Horror of Horrors!) s.l.o.w.l.y depleting. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HIS STORIES!! Urgghhh! Ggrrrr…! The last 3 stories were mentally challenging (to a brain-depleting, action-know-all, suave wannabe, seen this-done that, mum-of-2). Simple writing, good flow of story, easy enough to follow… then came the ending. Utterly hopeless. It just made no sense. Zilt, Zero, Nada. Please someone, be kind enough and lend a hand. Take the book. Read it. Then tell me. Explain the relevance, dot-to-dot. Just put me out of my misery.
Mind’s working overtime. Zig-zagging away with ferocious, unrelentive tenacity. Foresee a short-circuit coming up. Fight-back time then. What’s the point of letting all these thoughts driving you in circles, slowly but surely draining your energy, zapping the last of your strength, eating you up. Take action. Even if it means driving right into a stone wall. At least it all ends.
On BK
1. It would be funny, if it’s not scary at the same time. What are the chances that you meet someone who gets you, who’s on the same wavelength, whom you can relate to, who makes you laugh, cry, jump, applaud or freak out right on cue? Slim. What about meeting in cyberspace on the first attempt? None. That’ll be my no-brainer, positive answer at any given time. And it’s probably true, if it didn’t actually happen.
2. Married with 2 kids, same boarding school-different states, same legal background, same wicked sense of humour, same demented way on looking at things, same flirtatious over-the-top personalities. That alone could be weird enough, but get this. Same pre-marital lifestyles, also has an ex-fiancee and (also) had a post-marital almost-affair which ended early this year! Gosh! Right to the T. He could be my male version. We could be clones.
3. I’m finding it too bizarre. It’s like I’m terrified of asking, of wanting to know more, because at all times, I already know the answer. And I say, all times. Not more often than not, but Every Single Time. It all started on Skype (that good-for-nothing, silly, troublesome invention), and things spread like wildfire. Chats turned to text messages, and messages turned to meetings. Twice.
4. I can’t get too comfortable. Its Red Alert Danger from the word Go. But do I listen? Do I take heed? Do I exercise all my rational reasons and follow what my head, and not what my heart says? Maybe it’s best if I slip away. Create some distance. He mentioned something about things being on the mend with his better half. That rattled me up. Maybe I turned up at the wrong timing. Me, taking up precious time can’t be all that helpful to their curing process. In fact, it could be detrimental. Fatal.5. How now brown cow? Maybe I should just bask in the glory of the unknown. Take the forsaken path, explore the unexplored. Thing is, it’s clearly written in black and white. The forsaken path is treacherous and conniving. (Why then would it be called ‘forsaken’ – Duhh!). The unexplored terrain has been explored, and it always leads to the painful point of no return… the sad, heart-wrenching point. Facts are crystal clear. Again. How now brown cow? No guts to move on, no balls to move away? Why not use the same stone wall-hitting method? Decide. Take action. Or maybe not. Or maybe… let’s just let him decide...
(It’s the break of dawn. Time to snap out of rambling-mode and perform rightful, functional, expected, robotic duties… Fundamentals, my dear. Fundamentals).
Syabas to the present administration, thus far...
I met a veteran blogger once, way back in 2009. He came with another veteran blogger. Both of them were big-sized dudes. I mean, really big size. We had dinner of steaks and ribs. We talked about the current administration. Mind you, at that time, the current administration just took the baton from the sleepy administration not so long ago. May be about 12 months into administering the country. Both bloggers were and still are blogging on current affairs and politics. One of them is a very long time friend of mine, hence the dinner. Let's just call my blogger friend as Big and his blogger friend that came along as Giant.
Last month, I had a bit of a car problem. My car couldn't start. Had to tow it to the workshop. I was also having a few meetings at the office. So, after towing my grand old Wira to the workshop, I took a cab to the office. The next day, I had to tumpang wifey to her office. And from her office, I took the LRT. Let me tell you, the last time I took the LRT was way back in 2008. I've posted about it in my "change lifestyle, austerity drives and the what nots...". And I also whined about it in my posting "change in the public transport".
When the train arrived, I was again pleasantly surprised that the carriages were not jam-packed like it used to be in 2008! I arrived at my destination within the stipulated time and when I reached the office, I realised that I couldn't wait to board the LRT on my way home!
All in all, it was to be a whole week that I had to take the LRT. And it was a good one week of public transport to me!
This "new" experience with the LRT got me thinking and discussing with some friends and colleagues. I even dared some of them to take the LRT and when they did, they had the same 'feel-good" experience. It got me thinking that these alphabet-soup policies may be working! It is working for the majority of people, from the farmers at the kampungs to the clerks at the cities.
The way I see them, to the higher ups in life ie, the CEOs, the COOs, the C-suite employees and to a certain extent, even to the middle managers, the alphabet-soups policies may not have much of an impact to them on a personal basis. However, if the impacts are directed to the middle managers and lower, I would dare say that the alphabet-soup policies are working very well!
And I do hope that all these would be translated to better economic growth, more harmonious living and higher living standards. Syabas, YAB PM!
Of commas and apostrophes, the stickler in me
I am rambling about punctuation because I am re-reading (yes, when I didn't buy any books for the month, I'll re-read my older books. It keeps the books felt owned, I supposed) a book which I bought many years ago on punctuation. I do confess that I am a stickler when it comes to punctuation, spelling and/or grammar (not in that order, but close enough). I have told off many lesser beings, the latest was a niece who posted such crudely punctuated sentence and grammar in her FB that I guess she is either now, scared to post any new status or just regretted that she ever befriended me on FB! Hahhaha!
Sorry, Niena, but then again, if you really aspire to be in the legal profession, or any other professional career, I am quite sure you'll need a very good command of English or Bahasa Melayu. That would mean good grammar, correct punctuation and accurate spelling. :)
Monday, February 20, 2012
I was Charmed! (Kena jampi!)
We’d really like to feature you as one of the pilot profiles on the website. If you are agreeable, could I steal an hour of your time to have a conversation with you about yourself in order to get some ideas as to how we might want to approach your profile?"
And I replied, "Let’s discuss this."
So, we went to lunch today. I actually wanted to discuss with her if it is a good idea to feature me in the video. But, alas, it wasn't to be!
She went straight to the offensive and asked me questions on my background, my aspirations for the company and her probing questions were tactful. By the end of the "discussion" she stripped me bare! Damn!
And yes, she's quite a looker and a charmer... That was it! She charmed me! I was charmed! Let me leave you with this song by Alison Moyet...
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Shuffling the Mortal Coil
Bumped into Midget a few months back. She didn't acknowledge. Did she notice? I don't know. Served me right for being a coward that I was. And still am.
Received a call from Tasha last month. To inform me that she's getting married soon. I wished her all the best. Then I hung up. Went back to work in a vain attempt to forget.
MO buzzed me last week. Arranged lunch with her. Almost couldn't make it (or was I just making excuses?). She looked gorgeous as usual. We reminisced about the past. I realised, to my despair, the wound is still fresh. At least the one in me.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Little Famous ME!
Talk about being mentioned on the net, a couple of weeks ago, a colleague told me that the clients we are currently working with "google" our names. Seriously, they went onto Google and search our names! So, I tried googling my name. And walla! I found 40 hits with my name in it! Not bad for someone who is as irrelevant as me! Hehehe! Frankly, most of the hits are from Facebook. But the hits that I'm proud of are those that have my name as the editor of publications and books and magazines! Bwahahaha!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Berangan lagi
A Ruler is the Servant of the People:
by Muhammad Yakub Khan
Taken from: The Golden Deeds of Islam
It was a summer night. A refreshing breeze was gently playing about and pretty little stars were twinkling above. And when, after a restless day of excessive heat, man and bird and beast were all taking sweet rest, one lonely figure could be seen moving about the streets of the town of Madinah. This was the man the Muslims had elected to be their king.
In Islam, a leader of people is supposed to be the servant of the people, and as was usual, this king of Islam was out that night to ascertain for himself the welfare of his people. When at the outskirts of the town with the star-bedecked firmament above him, his thoughts went up to the great God Who had made these. Thus musing upon God’s greatness and beauty, he went on till he was quite a long way from the town. All of a sudden, in the dark of night, his eyes fell on a flame of fire at a distance. Spurred on by curiosity, he approached the light and after a while there loomed out what appeared to be a small tent. Drawing closer, he found a Bedouin seated in front of the tent, his face buried in his hands and a camel standing nearby. The Bedouin was lost in thought and took no notice of this nocturnal visitor.
"Assalamu ‘Alaikum!" said the visitor at last, to wake the Bedouin from his reverie, but to no effect. The visitor repeated the salutation, yet received no reply. After a third time, the Bedouin, taking him for a wayfarer or a beggar, sternly told him to be off and not to worry him.
"Why, brother? What is the trouble with you?" asked the visitor, not minding the rebuff in the least.
"Don’t you bore me," shouted the Bedouin. "Haven’t I once told you to clear off?" The visitor insisted on knowing what the matter was with him. At this, the Bedouin jumped to his feet to fetch his sword from inside his tent. "If you don’t want to lose your head," he said, "be off with you. It seems you must be a highwayman out on your game."
"No brother," replied the visitor gently. "I am no highwayman. Nor am I a wayfarer or a beggar. I belong to Madinah. I earn my living by working for others. I live in the town and have come out just for a stroll and seeing this fire in the wilderness, I was attracted here. I was afraid you are in trouble. What can I do for you?"
"Whose slave are you, then?" asked the Bedouin.
"I am a slave of the Muslims. My profession is to work for them," the visitor replied.
"What has brought you here?" enquired the Bedouin.
"All I want to know is the trouble that keeps you here in the desert in such perplexity," replied the visitor, taking his seat by the Bedouin. As he did so, he heard a painful cry from inside the tent – the cry of a woman.
"Why, brother? Who is crying with pain?" asked the visitor.
"It is my wife," replied the Bedouin. "We were coming from a long distance when her time came. I am a poor man and could not afford to take her to a town to engage a midwife so I stopped here in the desert. She is in great distress now. Please pray that God may help her in this desert place."
"Don’t worry about it in the least," replied the visitor. "I know a midwife and will shortly be back to you along with her."
"Wait!" said the Bedouin. "Don’t fetch a midwife. I have no money to pay her."
"Don’t worry on that account either," replied the visitor. "She will want no remuneration. Besides, she will be a great help to your wife."
It was past midnight when the visitor returned to his house.. His wife was still up, waiting for him. Finding that her husband looked distressed, she asked him what was the matter. The husband told her the Bedouin’s story and asked her if she would help a fellow-woman in time of need. The wife was as good a Muslim as the husband; she said she was prepared to start that very moment.
"But they look very poor," said the husband. "Is there anything to eat that we might take for them?"
Wife: "Your own dinner is all that is left."
Husband: "Anything more?"
Wife: "Some goat’s milk."
Husband: "Anything else?"
Wife: "Some flour and some olive oil."
Husband: "Anything more?"
Wife: "By God, nothing else."
Husband: "Well, then, have all these things ready. I am going to saddle the camel. We must be quick."
Wife: "But won’t you have your dinner?"
Husband: "God knows if they have had any food at all since morning."
Wife: "Then do take a little milk."
Husband: "That poor woman would want it.. Hurry up! They must be very anxious. Take a lamp with you."
In a moment, the camel was ready and they started with all the provisions they had in their house. In a short while they were at the Bedouin’s tent.
Addressing the Bedouin, the visitor said: "Please permit my wife to go in to render whatever help she can."
"It is extremely kind of you but I don’t know how to repay you. I don’t even have so much as a meal," replied the Bedouin.
"No question of payment; just permit my wife in," said the visitor.
While the wife went in, the visitor opened the bag of provisions he had brought with him. Taking his own dinner out, he served it to the Bedouin and asked him to help himself. The Bedouin said he must join too, but as the food was barely enough for one man, the visitor excused himself and the Bedouin had a hearty meal. When he had finished, they entered into a friendly conversation.
Bedouin: "Are you a native of Madinah?"
Visitor: "No, my birthplace is Makkah."
Bedouin: "Why did you leave Makkah?"
Visitor: "I came here along with my master."
Bedouin: "Has your master set you free?"
Visitor: "He has put me to the service of Muslims."
Bedouin: "Have you seen the Prophet’s time?"
Visitor: "Yes, I had that privilege too."
Bedouin: "Have you been in the Prophet’s company?"
Visitor: "O yes! Hundreds of times.’
Bedouin: "What a fortunate fellow! Then surely you must tell me how the Prophet lived and what he taught."
Visitor: "The Prophet lived a simple life. He wore plain clothes and ate simple food. He was very keen on cleanliness. He rose very early and first thing in the morning, he would thoroughly clean his teeth and mouth. He worked very hard and did everything with his own hands. He patched his own clothes, mended his own shoes, milked his own goats, and even swept his own floor. God, he would say, loves the man who earns his living by honest labour. He helped the poor and took care of the orphans and the widows. He stood by the weak, and never did a man in distress come to him who went back disappointed. He respected women. He never despaired. In the face of the greatest obstacles, he always looked his best. He taught that all men are equal. Though the Prophet of God and the King of Arabia, he never looked upon himself as superior to other men. When on his deathbed, he had it announced that if he had offended anyone, he was there ready to suffer the penalty; if he owed anything, he was there to repay it. Such was the Prophet’s life of love and labour; such was his teaching."
Bedouin: "But you have told me nothing about prayers, fasting, pilgrimage, and so many other things which he enjoined."
Visitor: "Yes, he was very particular about prayers. He said when we say our prayers we are taking a spiritual bath and come out cleaner and refreshed. He also said prayers were like a ladder that took us up to a higher and nobler life. But all worship, he said, was meant to enable us to play our part in life worthily. A man, he said, who says his prayers but does not feel for the orphan and the needy, is saying no prayers. Prayers must make us truthful, honest, hardworking, fearless, humble, regular, and above all, loving and of service to our fellow-men. Religion, he taught, meant love of God and service to fellow-men."
Renewed restlessness within the tent disturbed their conversation. For a while there was silence. The Bedouin walked up and down and then resuming his seat by the visitor went on with his questions.
Bedouin: "So you must know Umar, too. They say he is a very harsh man."
Visitor: "Rather! This is indeed a great defect in him."
Bedouin: "I wonder why people elected such a harsh man as their caliph?"
Visitor: "Perhaps they could find no better servant."
Bedouin: "Servant! What do you mean? The caliph must be having the time of his life. He must have plenty of money."
At this moment, a voice from within the tent announced a newcomer.
"Amir ul-Muminin!" said the visitor’s wife. "Congratulate your friend. God has blessed him with a son."
The Bedouin was taken aback at the words, Amir ul-Muminin. His visitor was the caliph, himself. He was overtaken by fear.
"I beg your pardon, Amir ul-Muminin," he said, with fear on his face. "I have been rude to you."
"Don’t worry about that, friend," Umar the Great reassured him. "You are just as much a human being as I am. In the sight of God, there is neither high nor low. We are all equal. God loves those who love His creatures. I have only done my duty, for, in Islam, the leader of a people means the servant of the people."
Maka berangan-anganlah aku...
Friday, June 27, 2008
Sunyi Yang Bising
Kena beli lampin Adik!
Kena beli susu Adik!
Kakak hendak buku sekolah baru!
Sunyi ini gegak gempita
Tuan, ikan di peti sudah habis!
Tuan, beras sudah habis!
Tuan, gas untuk dapur sudah habis!
Kutoleh kanan,
Wajah Adik tenang dan aman,
Di bibir Kakak ada senyuman manis,
(mimpi bermain dengan kawan-kawan agaknya)
Pusing kiri, baring mengadap,
Sunyi itu berhiruk-pikuk lagi,
Lalu ku pusing ke kanan,
Damai dan tenang,
Anugerah Tuhan yang tidak ternilai,
Tidurlah, anak-anakku sayang...
